Prevailing

Prov19.21

These blog posts are always centered around scripture.  Here are the verses from the previous two postings:

Psalm 37:4
Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.

Matthew 7:7
Ask and it will be given to you; seek and you will find; knock and the door will be opened to you.

Today’s posting is about a verse from Proverbs:

Proverbs 19:21
Many are the plans in a person’s heart, but it is the Lord’s purpose that prevails.

The Lord has led me down this journey and has directed my path.  It started over 2 years ago with a yearning to adopt from China.  Then India was put on the pathway as an option and interest.  Both countries were avenues Lifeline provided, and I was planning on utilizing Lifeline for the adoption.  But as we know – the Lord works in mysterious ways.  A little less than a month ago, a friend told me about a friend of hers who adopted through the foster system – twice!  Unbeknownst to me, that was a thing – so I went to the internet and found information on foster care adoption.  The very next day, I submitted an online application.  A few short days later, I received a phone call and things began moving quickly.  That week, I got fingerprinted and scheduled a home inspection for the next week.  At the home inspection I was given a list of things to do: documents to gather and to complete a medical examination.  Today, a week later, I have checked everything off the list except for a TB skin test which will happen next week.  Tonight, I have orientation for the foster care & adoption program, next week I’ll have online training, and the week after that, I’ll attend a training event.

So what are the details?  Until I have a placement for a potential adoption, I will provide foster care to children in need.  I have opted for a girl who is 4 or under – 2 girls if they are siblings and both 4 or under.  I am both excited and nervous!  I have read blogs and articles about fostering and have done some preparing.  As one person recommended, I bought a few outfits ranging from 3 months to 4T as well as some baby dolls, books, and bath supplies.  There will be more items I’ll be getting once I get a placement and know the age of the child I’ll be fostering.  As one blogger recommended, I’m utilizing a wish list on Amazon as a shopping list.  There’s been some people who have expressed interest in wanting to help, so I am sharing the list here.  I’ll be updating the list as items are needed and are purchased.

Blessings.

Looking at the Small Picture

When God gives us the desires of our heart (Psalm 37:4), He provides.  Matthew 7:7 NKJV: ask, and it will be given to you; seek, and you will find; knock, and it will be opened to you.

When I first began looking for information on adopting from China, the requirements were overwhelming, leaving me disappointed and feeling hopeless.  Still, I continued searching for details.  The good news: China accepts single female applicants.  The bad news: the age requirement is 30.  The upsetting news: the required net worth for single applicants is $100,000.  My thoughts started racing.  First: I have to wait three years (presently, two years) to even officially start the process.  Second: how am I going to meet this net worth requirement?  I’m only starting out.  I just bought a house and recently traded in my car.  I have student loans.  I have credit card debt.  It seemed impossible.

Then I took a breath (more like 58931726 breaths) and took a step back.  If adopting this little girl from China is God’s plan for me (and I 100% believe it is), then it will happen.  So I have put my focus on the “small picture” instead of the “big picture.”  And just this week, something HUGE happened.  I paid off ALL of my credit card debt.  The impossible is possible.  The Lord will provide, and my faith rests in Him.

And now, all I can think of is that I am one step closer, and my heart is bursting with joy and filled with so much love for a little girl who is yet to be born.

The Desires of Your Heart

You don’t know until you know.  One of my favorite bible verses is Psalm 37:4, “Take delight in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.”  The scripture means the Lord places desires within us to guide us through the life He has planned for us.  What is my desire?  To adopt a child.  I always thought I would be like Addison Forbes Montgomery Shepherd (yes, Grey’s Anatomy & Private Practice) and adopt when I’m 40.  The Lord has other plans.  The desires of my heart are to adopt a little girl from China.  God revealed this to me through another family’s journey.  This family adopted a beautiful little girl from China a little more than a year ago.  After several visits with this child and her family, it happened.  God spoke to me.  I don’t know how to explain it other than in one small moment, I knew.  I would have a daughter, and she would be born an orphan in China.  There are two feelings: absolute joy and absolute sadness.  Joy because this girl will be my daughter.  Sadness because of the life she will have prior to the adoption.  Both of which bring tears to my eyes.  This is the beginning of the adoption journey.